Xanga has very little draw to me lately. I read my subs, but blogging doesn't stir me as it used to.
I've been down with the super-flu that is circulating for almost 2 weeks now. I have lost an absurd amount of weight during that time - enough that my dr. is threatening hospitalization if I lose more. I can't do anything but sleep, shower, and sleep some more. My time clock is all messed up and I'm unable to discern night from day.
Work....don't want to talk about it. Thinking perhaps it's time to move to a new industry as education has also lost its rewards. I'm sick to death of worrying over legislation cutting funding for my job. I've begun weighing the worth of my position against the anxiety it causes. I'm sure anxiety plays a HUGE part in my illness.
None of you would recognize my kiddo right now. She's suddenly this glamazon, all legs and arms and curves. She's only 12! She left this morning to go to a luxury resort in Bend for 4 days of skiing and snowy fun, so I miss her. I can't believe my little girl is almost as tall as me and beautiful to boot!
I realize it's 1 am, but I've slept a large portion of the day.
Many things are on my horizon, I just need to be well enough to do them. Exciting but incredibly scary at the same time. You will all be the first to know when it comes to fruition. I'm terrified writing that statement as it's no longer "if" but "when."
Goodnight lovlies.
Comments (4)
This has been the worse flu season I can remember in a long time. I hope you're feeling better soon.
You're daughter is living the life. Bend is a pretty cool place to spend a few days.
Hang in there darlin', everyday is a fresh start to work on doing the things you want to acomplish.
It seems that Xanga has really taken a nose dive lately. Not a lot of folks blogging anymore. I hope you feel better soon.
Oh...and thanks for the profile picture on my site! Yay!
always works for me. Good luck with the education and employment and best wishes for whatever your future holds.
Thinking about you and hoping you are doing well